i do love my life so much

Seriously , i do love my life so much ,
but i did hate JUNE ,
BECAUSE IT S REALLY A KINDA SAD OF THE MONTH TO ME !!
I HATE BEEN FORCED TO SMILE AND LAUGH IN FRONT OF EVERYONE,
Where s the real me ?
the fake smile i had!!
i did drxxx and smxxx more than be4,
i really admire myself too
actually , i not really sxxxx,maybe just in club for fun ，
but now i did it anywhere !!
dxxxx, almost two weeks has been continuously dxxxx.
Still remember the nite i vomited ,
i disgorged out the foods i ate for that days
【sound disgusting】
but in the real earnest ,
it s only the time i can be myself.......My face did look like emaciation
i knew about it ..........