Complicated

yea , frens keep on asking on me ,
WHY DUN U FD A BOY TO CARE U , TO LET ME SETTLE DOWN ALL DE THINGS?
WHY OWAYS MIX WTH OJIBALA PPL?
en , i dint mix much wth ojibala ppl .
for chinese , mb they r look scary , but it s REALI get lots of fun ,
the way their thinking sure more mature if compare wth the chinese man !!
but anyway , frens , recently i dint mix wth them !
and de reason i dun wan make a bf is because
MY FREEDOM WIL BE CONTROL
I CANT GO OUT WHOEVER I WAN
I NEED TO REPORT MY SCHEDULE FOR HIM
I CANT PLAY CRAZY WTH OTHERS
I CANT DO WADEVER I LIKE IN EVERYSECOND!!
i m reali appreciate for those ehem ehemssss who cares me lots,
i m reali happi tat i gt such frens like u guys ,
for u guys , i might a kolot , stupid , childish gal ,
de words from my heart , tat s no one knew bout tat ,
who s knw wad i wan actuali ,
who s knw wad am i thinking ,
who s knw?
tell me tat , even me sumtimes oso confused on my some situation,
i m 80% playful gal , nod lots of guys wil be tahan on it !!
SERIOUSLY!!!!
SO , EVEN WHAT I THINKING , I M OSO NO CLEAR BOUT IT !!
I COULDNT START ANY RELATIONSHIP NOW, CAUSE I DUN WAN TO HURT THEM!!
TAT S 1 DAY WHEN I WAN GET A BOY , I WIL GO AHEAD ,
DUN WOLI BOUT ME!!